Why. Why can't you just leave me alone?
Friends? Do you think it's possible after what has happened?
Do you think that I can erase away all the memories just like that?
Why do you even bother coming back into my life when you stepped out like that?
Why am I supposed to even just take you back as friend every single time?
너무 아파..
Maybe you'll never ever be able to know how i feel. Never. Ever.
If I could write a love story,
There would be no ending.
For there's never a happy ending to any love stories..
Looking ahead is definitely better than always looking back at what has passed.
What's done cannot be undone & the only choice left is to make sure the same things don't ever happen again.
Ah, reminisce the past, miss my poly days when I rejoice over a simple white chocolate donut and HL strawberry milk during break time with Eunice, Joanne, Liling and Vicky. Those were the good old days. :) I am really really thankful I have them with me throughout my poly days!
Updating my blog from my uncle's place is so different. As i type, I hear the crikets and frogs from Mother Nature and this is something totally brand new. Well, not like I haven't been here before and in fact, every single trip back makes me appreciate Mother Nature more :) It is a totally different experience from staying in the urban area for my entire life.
Perhaps, just perhaps when I'm done with what I have to do in the city, I would be able to retire and perhaps own a small farm or plantation, a step closer to Mother Nature & waking up to the smell of fresh air and breeze.
The blazing sky in Singapore while we're on the way in!
Weather was exceptionally hot just like de past few days ._.|| Isn't it supposed to be Spring nowww? D:
I'm so in loveeeeee with the clear blue sky! & look at what's along the road! :)
the rows of shophouses that gives you the "in-malaysia" feel!
Went to the Econsave (somewhat like NTUC in SG), shopped for all the groceries and head back to Uncle's place for dinner time! Yipeeee! It feels super satisfied when you get to really eat veggies that you grow yourself! it's simply different!
After dinner time, had a few rounds of mahjong then decided to make the muffins that I have been wanting to do for the longest time ever! Blueberry Muffin with choco chips!
& TADAH!!! The result! :D
Satisfied day spent! Now I needa go get some rest!
Finally ended this week! CY is back so no more slacking at work! Work is getting better, not as busy as it was at first and I am getting along well with my colleagues! (^.~)
Can't wait for Jolene's wedding next weekend! AND THE GOSSIP GIRL's picnic! can't wait at all! I am loving March already! xD But before that, tomorrow is the time to breathe in more fresh air, get some mosquitoes bite (Okay, actually A LOT of mosquitoes bite)and MAHJONG AND MUFFIN BAKING TIME at uncle's place! I kinda like the relax time in kampong~ it's simply something you can never find in Singapore. Shall look forward to my short getaway!
Perhaps, just perhaps, I have been too strong for the longest time. Strong-headed too. But was it wrong to abide by my own principle? I don't know. Being strong is getting weary, draining me out of all my energy and this sucked. Seriously.
I could just break down and cry to my heart's content, only to find that those tears that has been welling up in my heart has since dried up.
Have been wanted to go JB for awhile and finally went today! :D the atrium of the City Square mall was blocked and going through reconstruction ._. we almost thought there nth else was left and we needed to find our own way back to SG to shop!! D: But luckily, we managed to complete the stuff on our priority list!
First was brunch. By the time we reach city square, we were familshed alrdy!
and *TADAH* this is our brunch! xD
walked and walked around cause the main atrium area was under renovation! and we initially thought that all the shops were closed ._. but luckily it wasn't! so we could still walk around abit. xD originally our itinerary included watching movie (which is super cheap over there!), doing nails, relaxing and taking our own sweet time :x and we did manage to fulfill de itinerary! Doing nails at some shop that looks just like what you'd see in Bugis Village, the attitude of the manicurists sucked but well, it was cheaper than in sg and it was the only manicure shop that's open so ya, whatever. afterwhich we went for a movie cause that was the best option that do not require you to do much stuff with the nails freshly painted and not drying up totally till another 1-2 hours ~.~ decided on a comedy! to uhs, sort of brighten up our day, we chose this!!
it was good! better than expected anyway!
walked around a little, took some photos and decided that its time for us to head homee! ;D
Been a freaking tired day under the sun (alright not exactly, but still we were out in the place with mossies and the sun!) Rush out to the site, almost gobbling my subway sandwich down whilst on Linda's car. Set up, prepared and waited. Then came the pouring rain ._.|| which totally sucked cause the turn up rate is like.. so pathetic. Seriously. But well, kinda had fun onsite, teasing Linda about the flowers delivered to her specially all the way here and learning my korean ._.|| LOL! Yes it was THAT BORING!
Thanks to Darren, I got to get a ride home and it was wayyyyyyyy faster than if i were to take public transport home ~.~ reached home before 7pm and decided to go for a jog! ;D *praying hard that I won't have any muscleache tomorrow* and went for dinner with Babe who has some sort of indecisive ailment and she said that she needs to be treated. So well~~ hot tomato for dinner and I just had some caesar salad cause i simply have no idea what to eat and yummy camomile tea!! <3!
Home, audi-ed and gained some realisation so now it's time for bed! *hugs Abey to slp* Abey is Loved! :D
So many breakups just before Valentines. Second case I've heard already. Why do people even bother celebrating Valentines when every other day of the 365 days, you only feel special on this day itself. Isn't it better that u feel special on the 364 days which is not Valentines? Hmm, if only love could be calculated, I might probably be the best student xD
Anyways, went to Mariners' Club for lunch today for their set lunch. Food was alright, wanted to take a peekture but when I was about to, Kelley who was beside me asked me "wah still need to take peekture before eating uh?" and I just "oh no laaa, just whatsapp-ing" =x then the best moment, she ate halfway, she suddenly took her phone out and took a peekture of her food and she was like "AIYAAA I STILL YOUNG MAR. NEED TO TAKE PEEKTURE OSO!" ZOMG LA! if i knew she would do that I would have just took the peekture can!! tsk. end up now I only have de menu peekture ._.||
Then in the afternoon, Ching Yeng bought us bubble tea!& I had a chance to taste this Artease from Tanjong Pagar market! First try, not bad! I had hazelnut milktea, same as Val! :p
Quite yummy! & the pearl is on par with KOI's! <3!
& then my pre-valentine's celebration with Eveeeee darling!
Our spread! LOL! been a long time since I last ate at 来来. The last time I ate it was with hmmm.. Well! had a great day overall yesterday! ;D
Who said you can't celebrate Valentine's without a lover?! I definitely can! <3
Life in the simplest form.
If something makes you sad, let go.
If something hurts you, walk away.
In life, there are more than a thousand things that could happened everyday, there is definitely that one thing that made you smile.
The best vitamin to be a happy person : B1
Smile if you got it! ;)
The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up. ~Mark Twain
YAY-NESS! songs to my blog again~!! though I can't download those nice nice blog templates from blogskins, managed to find some substitute >.< originally from blogger but I change the colour! :D So happy that it's done up again! :p
Special thanks to Zebra for instructions on the music player thingy! :DDD
Okay I shall post my educational quotes tomorrow :p
Okay waking up freaking early on a Saturday is not exactly beautiful but nonetheless, being Saturday itself is simply gorgeous for I get to laze around, without emails to blast, advertisements to worry about, meeting minutes to note, it is simply a charm! :3
Went for dinner at Joan's family store which has infamous bak kut teh, and true enough, the entire shop is CROWDED during evening time despite the inaccessibility. It's at a place where only like 2-3 bus reach (excluding the walking distance) and withOUT MRT. We took a cab there,so ya. HAHA! But it was worth it! the soup is delicious! (all pictures in Joan's camera which I am waiting for her uploads).
Max Brenner is ❤!
Max is a shop where they sell really nice dessert like ice cream waffle and most importantly their CHOCOLATE drinks! yum yum! :p
Even the peekture itself looks sooooo delicious! ❤.❤!!
Then there's the awful Cappucino (but yet looking super delicious)! Okay maybe it's our (me and gwen's) stupid idea to mix the already bitter chocolate with the capucino. but it was supposed to be drank together waddddd! -sulks- but well, it's Gwennie's! so she gotta finish it all up! :p
Seeeee, this totally explains how looks can be deceiving -sighs- but we had a good time chatting over work and life and GOSSIPS. HAH! thats why we are the Gossip Girls. :p a name that our dear Gwennie came up with ._.|| she is always creative with these kinda stuff. Poor Pris had some toothache and couldn't join us. But I am really really looking forward to the picnic event that is next on the list! ❤!
I am glad I have them all ;) signing off with my max brenner ❤
was super busy at work sending emails and stuff today! Oh my. totally killer man! Gotta sort out those thousands of email that got bounced back. Total chore ._. gotta send the listings out to the same thousands of people again tomorrow. putting that aside, I have yet to complete the overview table for Ching Yeng ZOMG. Kill me pleaseeee. definitely gonna get to work even earlier tomorrow! and PRAYING HARD that I can leave on time tomorrow too cause I'm meeting the Gossip girls! HAHA! Been few weeks, and I miss them tonnes! :D and Yipeee!! T.G.I.F again! weeeeeeee!
Swam few laps today, it felt great! best destress method ! :DD
Phewwwww! one entire week of battle! and finally the weekend is hereee! a call for celebration, I met up with Pris and Gwennie for dinner at Modesto's! Reminds me of my first welfare dinner with Adecco! Wow time definitely flies man. good old times..
was lucky enough to catch some fireworks as we were sitting at the open space area with a nice river-view from our side! Fireworks came from the Song of the sea at Sentosa I believe! Italian cuisine with Fireworks is just about the best remedy that could aid to cure the weariness from an entire week of work done! ;D We were enjoying so much to the extent that by the time we left Modesto's it was near to 10pm! Like I've said, good times always pass by so quickly! went to Tangs and got myself a nice Pierre Cardin purse and finally able to slot in all the cards and everything without a mess, ❤! Sales staff was so rude that I attitude her back too. -sulks- nonetheless, it didn't manage to spoil my beautiful start of the weekend (THANK GOD!).
Chillout at our usual favourite Starbucks with Gwennie so focused on the TOTO RESULT! LOL! well the pay-out was 10mil i think, that's why laaaa! tsk!
In the end leyy, not even a pair came out on hers .____.|| seriously. Discussed a little on the plan for Gladys' Birthday celebration and Gwennie passed me the invitation to Jolene's wedding! Yipeeee! Can't wait already!Super excited for Jolene too cause all of us has really seen the effort that she puts in to make it the best day of her life and we definitely wish her the best too! :D
With that being said, it is officially Saturday! I'm half dead and it's BEDTIMEEEEE! Yipppppeeee! ;D Hi Saturday!!
Tsk! totally don't know what went wrong with the template! elks! lazy to do it up luh. Shall wait till i'm more awake and in the mood then I'll re-do and find out the root cause. And i shall KILL IT! Rawr! -sulks- for now i shall stick with polka dots and blackie. -sighs-
Yes, I am both happy yet tired of the current job! well well, everyone has been nice, bringing me out for lunch and helping me learning whatever I need to. It's a huge chunk to learn! But I am definitely glad that I have the chance! :D
I still miss my bunch of Gossip Girls at Adecco. Adecco feels like home with them around. I still remember how everyone left a message on the video for me as a farewell gift. I really appreciate it. I miss talking crap with Gwen at her desk, going GAGA over T.O.P and TaeYang's drink from the Korean store at Far East basement with Joan. I miss going to school with Margaret. I miss the train rides home with Gladys and I definitely missed those after work and during lunch snack time with Pris!
We are still trying our best to maintain a conversation through whatsapp everyday. I hope this friendship will last :) Felt super 欣慰 when I saw Jolene's whatsapp about the invitation to her wedding during March and asking me how everything went. I seriously miss ALL OF THEM! & this is definitely a path that I will never forget that I've been through.
The burden I felt was lifted today, when Linda finally got back from her trip. :) She is nice! at least she is not how I am afraid she would turn out to be! She looks a lil ah-lian-ish but she gives me time to learn and everything. Slowly people are beginning to open up one by one. Went Depot for lunch today, took a ride in Leon's car. Seriously, if i could I wouldn't wanna get on his car anymore. ~.~ but nontheless, I am glad my team are all good! though most of the time they might not be in the office, but they would still check with me to see how things are going. Thankful for the chance to learn! :D
I am glad i made the decision to leave. despite all the factors pulling me back at Adecco. At least for now, I am happy and i am learning what I should be doing. :)
Busy day tomorrow too! ;)
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Missy Melsy
❤ to daydream about the impossible ❤ being family oriented ❤ the carefree lifestyle ❤ Singapore for being a small little island ❤ protecting those I love and be loved by them ❤ to learn, learn to ❤
Why. Why can't you just leave me alone?
Friends? Do you think it's possible after what has happened?
Do you think that I can erase away all the memories just like that?
Why do you even bother coming back into my life when you stepped out like that?
Why am I supposed to even just take you back as friend every single time?
너무 아파..
Maybe you'll never ever be able to know how i feel. Never. Ever.
If I could write a love story,
There would be no ending.
For there's never a happy ending to any love stories..
Looking ahead is definitely better than always looking back at what has passed.
What's done cannot be undone & the only choice left is to make sure the same things don't ever happen again.
Ah, reminisce the past, miss my poly days when I rejoice over a simple white chocolate donut and HL strawberry milk during break time with Eunice, Joanne, Liling and Vicky. Those were the good old days. :) I am really really thankful I have them with me throughout my poly days!
Updating my blog from my uncle's place is so different. As i type, I hear the crikets and frogs from Mother Nature and this is something totally brand new. Well, not like I haven't been here before and in fact, every single trip back makes me appreciate Mother Nature more :) It is a totally different experience from staying in the urban area for my entire life.
Perhaps, just perhaps when I'm done with what I have to do in the city, I would be able to retire and perhaps own a small farm or plantation, a step closer to Mother Nature & waking up to the smell of fresh air and breeze.
The blazing sky in Singapore while we're on the way in!
Weather was exceptionally hot just like de past few days ._.|| Isn't it supposed to be Spring nowww? D:
I'm so in loveeeeee with the clear blue sky! & look at what's along the road! :)
the rows of shophouses that gives you the "in-malaysia" feel!
Went to the Econsave (somewhat like NTUC in SG), shopped for all the groceries and head back to Uncle's place for dinner time! Yipeeee! It feels super satisfied when you get to really eat veggies that you grow yourself! it's simply different!
After dinner time, had a few rounds of mahjong then decided to make the muffins that I have been wanting to do for the longest time ever! Blueberry Muffin with choco chips!
& TADAH!!! The result! :D
Satisfied day spent! Now I needa go get some rest!
Finally ended this week! CY is back so no more slacking at work! Work is getting better, not as busy as it was at first and I am getting along well with my colleagues! (^.~)
Can't wait for Jolene's wedding next weekend! AND THE GOSSIP GIRL's picnic! can't wait at all! I am loving March already! xD But before that, tomorrow is the time to breathe in more fresh air, get some mosquitoes bite (Okay, actually A LOT of mosquitoes bite)and MAHJONG AND MUFFIN BAKING TIME at uncle's place! I kinda like the relax time in kampong~ it's simply something you can never find in Singapore. Shall look forward to my short getaway!
Perhaps, just perhaps, I have been too strong for the longest time. Strong-headed too. But was it wrong to abide by my own principle? I don't know. Being strong is getting weary, draining me out of all my energy and this sucked. Seriously.
I could just break down and cry to my heart's content, only to find that those tears that has been welling up in my heart has since dried up.
Have been wanted to go JB for awhile and finally went today! :D the atrium of the City Square mall was blocked and going through reconstruction ._. we almost thought there nth else was left and we needed to find our own way back to SG to shop!! D: But luckily, we managed to complete the stuff on our priority list!
First was brunch. By the time we reach city square, we were familshed alrdy!
and *TADAH* this is our brunch! xD
walked and walked around cause the main atrium area was under renovation! and we initially thought that all the shops were closed ._. but luckily it wasn't! so we could still walk around abit. xD originally our itinerary included watching movie (which is super cheap over there!), doing nails, relaxing and taking our own sweet time :x and we did manage to fulfill de itinerary! Doing nails at some shop that looks just like what you'd see in Bugis Village, the attitude of the manicurists sucked but well, it was cheaper than in sg and it was the only manicure shop that's open so ya, whatever. afterwhich we went for a movie cause that was the best option that do not require you to do much stuff with the nails freshly painted and not drying up totally till another 1-2 hours ~.~ decided on a comedy! to uhs, sort of brighten up our day, we chose this!!
it was good! better than expected anyway!
walked around a little, took some photos and decided that its time for us to head homee! ;D
Been a freaking tired day under the sun (alright not exactly, but still we were out in the place with mossies and the sun!) Rush out to the site, almost gobbling my subway sandwich down whilst on Linda's car. Set up, prepared and waited. Then came the pouring rain ._.|| which totally sucked cause the turn up rate is like.. so pathetic. Seriously. But well, kinda had fun onsite, teasing Linda about the flowers delivered to her specially all the way here and learning my korean ._.|| LOL! Yes it was THAT BORING!
Thanks to Darren, I got to get a ride home and it was wayyyyyyyy faster than if i were to take public transport home ~.~ reached home before 7pm and decided to go for a jog! ;D *praying hard that I won't have any muscleache tomorrow* and went for dinner with Babe who has some sort of indecisive ailment and she said that she needs to be treated. So well~~ hot tomato for dinner and I just had some caesar salad cause i simply have no idea what to eat and yummy camomile tea!! <3!
Home, audi-ed and gained some realisation so now it's time for bed! *hugs Abey to slp* Abey is Loved! :D
So many breakups just before Valentines. Second case I've heard already. Why do people even bother celebrating Valentines when every other day of the 365 days, you only feel special on this day itself. Isn't it better that u feel special on the 364 days which is not Valentines? Hmm, if only love could be calculated, I might probably be the best student xD
Anyways, went to Mariners' Club for lunch today for their set lunch. Food was alright, wanted to take a peekture but when I was about to, Kelley who was beside me asked me "wah still need to take peekture before eating uh?" and I just "oh no laaa, just whatsapp-ing" =x then the best moment, she ate halfway, she suddenly took her phone out and took a peekture of her food and she was like "AIYAAA I STILL YOUNG MAR. NEED TO TAKE PEEKTURE OSO!" ZOMG LA! if i knew she would do that I would have just took the peekture can!! tsk. end up now I only have de menu peekture ._.||
Then in the afternoon, Ching Yeng bought us bubble tea!& I had a chance to taste this Artease from Tanjong Pagar market! First try, not bad! I had hazelnut milktea, same as Val! :p
Quite yummy! & the pearl is on par with KOI's! <3!
& then my pre-valentine's celebration with Eveeeee darling!
Our spread! LOL! been a long time since I last ate at 来来. The last time I ate it was with hmmm.. Well! had a great day overall yesterday! ;D
Who said you can't celebrate Valentine's without a lover?! I definitely can! <3
Life in the simplest form.
If something makes you sad, let go.
If something hurts you, walk away.
In life, there are more than a thousand things that could happened everyday, there is definitely that one thing that made you smile.
The best vitamin to be a happy person : B1
Smile if you got it! ;)
The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up. ~Mark Twain
YAY-NESS! songs to my blog again~!! though I can't download those nice nice blog templates from blogskins, managed to find some substitute >.< originally from blogger but I change the colour! :D So happy that it's done up again! :p
Special thanks to Zebra for instructions on the music player thingy! :DDD
Okay I shall post my educational quotes tomorrow :p
Okay waking up freaking early on a Saturday is not exactly beautiful but nonetheless, being Saturday itself is simply gorgeous for I get to laze around, without emails to blast, advertisements to worry about, meeting minutes to note, it is simply a charm! :3
Went for dinner at Joan's family store which has infamous bak kut teh, and true enough, the entire shop is CROWDED during evening time despite the inaccessibility. It's at a place where only like 2-3 bus reach (excluding the walking distance) and withOUT MRT. We took a cab there,so ya. HAHA! But it was worth it! the soup is delicious! (all pictures in Joan's camera which I am waiting for her uploads).
Max Brenner is ❤!
Max is a shop where they sell really nice dessert like ice cream waffle and most importantly their CHOCOLATE drinks! yum yum! :p
Even the peekture itself looks sooooo delicious! ❤.❤!!
Then there's the awful Cappucino (but yet looking super delicious)! Okay maybe it's our (me and gwen's) stupid idea to mix the already bitter chocolate with the capucino. but it was supposed to be drank together waddddd! -sulks- but well, it's Gwennie's! so she gotta finish it all up! :p
Seeeee, this totally explains how looks can be deceiving -sighs- but we had a good time chatting over work and life and GOSSIPS. HAH! thats why we are the Gossip Girls. :p a name that our dear Gwennie came up with ._.|| she is always creative with these kinda stuff. Poor Pris had some toothache and couldn't join us. But I am really really looking forward to the picnic event that is next on the list! ❤!
I am glad I have them all ;) signing off with my max brenner ❤
was super busy at work sending emails and stuff today! Oh my. totally killer man! Gotta sort out those thousands of email that got bounced back. Total chore ._. gotta send the listings out to the same thousands of people again tomorrow. putting that aside, I have yet to complete the overview table for Ching Yeng ZOMG. Kill me pleaseeee. definitely gonna get to work even earlier tomorrow! and PRAYING HARD that I can leave on time tomorrow too cause I'm meeting the Gossip girls! HAHA! Been few weeks, and I miss them tonnes! :D and Yipeee!! T.G.I.F again! weeeeeeee!
Swam few laps today, it felt great! best destress method ! :DD
Phewwwww! one entire week of battle! and finally the weekend is hereee! a call for celebration, I met up with Pris and Gwennie for dinner at Modesto's! Reminds me of my first welfare dinner with Adecco! Wow time definitely flies man. good old times..
was lucky enough to catch some fireworks as we were sitting at the open space area with a nice river-view from our side! Fireworks came from the Song of the sea at Sentosa I believe! Italian cuisine with Fireworks is just about the best remedy that could aid to cure the weariness from an entire week of work done! ;D We were enjoying so much to the extent that by the time we left Modesto's it was near to 10pm! Like I've said, good times always pass by so quickly! went to Tangs and got myself a nice Pierre Cardin purse and finally able to slot in all the cards and everything without a mess, ❤! Sales staff was so rude that I attitude her back too. -sulks- nonetheless, it didn't manage to spoil my beautiful start of the weekend (THANK GOD!).
Chillout at our usual favourite Starbucks with Gwennie so focused on the TOTO RESULT! LOL! well the pay-out was 10mil i think, that's why laaaa! tsk!
In the end leyy, not even a pair came out on hers .____.|| seriously. Discussed a little on the plan for Gladys' Birthday celebration and Gwennie passed me the invitation to Jolene's wedding! Yipeeee! Can't wait already!Super excited for Jolene too cause all of us has really seen the effort that she puts in to make it the best day of her life and we definitely wish her the best too! :D
With that being said, it is officially Saturday! I'm half dead and it's BEDTIMEEEEE! Yipppppeeee! ;D Hi Saturday!!
Tsk! totally don't know what went wrong with the template! elks! lazy to do it up luh. Shall wait till i'm more awake and in the mood then I'll re-do and find out the root cause. And i shall KILL IT! Rawr! -sulks- for now i shall stick with polka dots and blackie. -sighs-
Yes, I am both happy yet tired of the current job! well well, everyone has been nice, bringing me out for lunch and helping me learning whatever I need to. It's a huge chunk to learn! But I am definitely glad that I have the chance! :D
I still miss my bunch of Gossip Girls at Adecco. Adecco feels like home with them around. I still remember how everyone left a message on the video for me as a farewell gift. I really appreciate it. I miss talking crap with Gwen at her desk, going GAGA over T.O.P and TaeYang's drink from the Korean store at Far East basement with Joan. I miss going to school with Margaret. I miss the train rides home with Gladys and I definitely missed those after work and during lunch snack time with Pris!
We are still trying our best to maintain a conversation through whatsapp everyday. I hope this friendship will last :) Felt super 欣慰 when I saw Jolene's whatsapp about the invitation to her wedding during March and asking me how everything went. I seriously miss ALL OF THEM! & this is definitely a path that I will never forget that I've been through.
The burden I felt was lifted today, when Linda finally got back from her trip. :) She is nice! at least she is not how I am afraid she would turn out to be! She looks a lil ah-lian-ish but she gives me time to learn and everything. Slowly people are beginning to open up one by one. Went Depot for lunch today, took a ride in Leon's car. Seriously, if i could I wouldn't wanna get on his car anymore. ~.~ but nontheless, I am glad my team are all good! though most of the time they might not be in the office, but they would still check with me to see how things are going. Thankful for the chance to learn! :D
I am glad i made the decision to leave. despite all the factors pulling me back at Adecco. At least for now, I am happy and i am learning what I should be doing. :)
Busy day tomorrow too! ;)
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