I'm in love with this song! ;D It has been on repeat mode since 9am this morning. The cute MV is kinda sad but yet I'm sort of amazed. Gotta admit JongHyun and Hongki looks cute here. PLUS, i tink I'm totally weird, but I kinda like the guy in specs and retro hairstyle too xD He's cute! Yet to find out the lyrics but well, shall do so later! Meeting Babe! *runs*
As the above title suggest, I'm becoming angsty (more than I already was) due to the endless calls that ring at 9am sharp on the dot onwards. It's super frustrating having to speak to those type of uncles and aunties whom think that they own the whole world just because they are well, OLD. Seriously, I don't lack respect for elderly, just that when they really get on my nerves, it is really really frustrating.
Thus, I need to learn how to control my anger. For the sake of lesser wrinkles when I grow older day by day as well as for the sake of doing a better job. Seriously -.- Nonetheless, today was good so far, busy to the max and I've come to realise that after changing to my new job, I have been super busy, 9am start work, and just blink** it's 12pm and lunch time. Though we often drag the lunch time. Had lunch at 12.45pm today instead and I have to applaud my team for the ability to really D.R.A.G. Conversation for my team when we are heading to somewhere like 1) meeting; 2) lunch.
Example.
Val: I'm hungry.. Are we gonna have lunch soon? T_T *gives the ultra sad face*
Linda: Eh kia ley, dun drag liao. Lunch!
Darren: Okay okay, *stands up but continue to type* where you all wanna go for lunch?
-Silence- and Darren proceeds to sit down cause everyone else is still not up from seats yet.
Linda: Eh kia liao la! Wah lau, you all wanna go lunch or not!
All: Okay okay, gogo *proceeds to take wallet and tissue or whatsoever.*
So after the above conversation, 15mins passed,lunch time dragged~~
Same goes for meeting. LOL Im AWED at my team's ability to TU SI GAN (Drag time in hokkien!) LOL! Bad habit! *tsk tsk*
Anyway, chatting with Gwen & Pris while on the way to work, heard about what's going on in the office now. Well, times are different now. Can't do much about it too.. hopefully Gwen will be strong enough to pass through this tough time. Change is never easy, it's important to cope with the changes.
Well well, before work ended,CY wasn't in a good mood cause of what happened earlier. Hmm.. sometimes things are just now easy being at where you are. *sighs* Too bad everyone just gotta grow up.
Random but nice song..by 2am,ballad is still one of my favourites ;)
The entire March is killing me. So many birthdays, so many appointments. Though I am glad all these made me busy and forget what I felt upset about.
The only way to make the sorrows disappear is to bring in happiness. Find joy in the things that make you happy and learning to appreciate things that happened and not what that failed.
Anyway, this is a SUPER busy month cause of the MANY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS. freaking serious. I can proudly say majority of my friends has birthday in March. seriously.
But to this very special friend of mine, someone who walked with me through every single up and down, be it relationship, family, friends, anything and everything, she is definitely someone I am grateful to have appeared in my life for the past 12 years.
THANK YOU CHERLENE YEO!!
I'm very very grateful that she has appeared in my life. To someone who has no siblings, she is a really good friend. To be with me, stand by me, through all the decisions I've made, guided me through those decisions I couldn't make, She made me see things the way I didn't managed to. Honestly, apart from my family, she's the next closest person I felt I could rely on for the past 12 years. Else I would still be a lost sheep or perhaps struck with Autism. LOL. I hope she feels I've done de same for her too. & if I hadn't done enough, I wish I would do even better to be a really good friend.
Thank you babe! <3
With all things said, I shall post more in the next blog posts of de celebrationsss~~ *i hope* :x
Thank you for hurting me like you did, cause it made me realise what's more important than having you around.
Facing up to reality, you are no longer mine. Perhaps you were never mine to begin with.
Whatever started 7 years ago should have ended the day you let me go. I don't think I can be strong enough to be your best friend, to stand by you, watching you smile with someone else in your arms. Thanks, but no thanks. I was never generous to begin with cause I ain't no angel. and right now, I wish I was simply a devil. To think I could still congratualate you on the ROM. What a joke. To think I thought all along you belong with me. Joke.
Thank god for playing this little prank on me. It simply made me realise that you wasn't there to catch me when I fall. We once thought we understood each other perfectly, I've always thought so too. But only till now, do I realise, you never did. You never had been able to understand what I thought, what I wanted and what you could do. Perhaps, I don't know too. We just weren't meant for each other.
Letting go means I'll miss your hand. I'll realise it's not mine to hold, and I will never hold it again.. You shall be a scar in my heart, nothing more. Memories are meant to be kept precious. But for yours, I chose to let go. I hope you love her well.
Shall dedicate today's post to dear 宝宝Gladys! Though she wouldn't see it, but some years down the road when I look back, I'd definitely miss these times when we have the chance and freedom to be free and go out as and when we want to! :)
Looking beyond those imperfections ♥
Work was alright today, busy but manageable. Went for site visit after lunch at the infamous prawn noodle store along Macpherson. I was SO CLOSE to home that I really wanna go home and SLEEP ): But oh well, face it, job is where you make the money to sleep happily at home -sighs- Not too bad a day overall.
"Cause girl you are amazing, just the way you are."
The most comforting song that stop tears every single time now that there's no one else who could make me feel better.
Hectic weekend makes it seemed like I didn't have any off days last week. Kinda sucky but gotta admit, it was fun gathering. With the G.G and seeing the people whom I would see everyday in the past. Jolene is gorgeous in her wedding gown! But then again, which girl isn't? Angus' face was as red as a cooked lobster by the end of the dinner! Poor Jolene! Haha! Hope they would stay blissful and sweet for the rest of their life.
Picnic on Saturday was great! though I wouldn't exactly love the ultimate hot weather, it is better than raining the entire time we're there! So what more could we ask for? ;) Margaret brought her DSLR over so most of the peektures are still pending for her turtle upload speed :p Nonetheless, I believe we all enjoyed the G.G moments, adding another chapter to our life :) and nothing could ever describe how fortunate I feel to have them with me.
I might not have you beside me now, but there are so many more things that I have come to appreciate apart from you.
"You're the only one I see", that's a lie. Cause I can see everyone else around me too, but I chose to look only at you. Now that you're gone, I've learn to look at every other thing around me and appreciate the beauty of life, in another aspect. :) I ought to be happy.. I ought to be.
Gotten so used to it,
It just became a habit.
Being hurt, being strong, being independent,
Sometimes I just wish that I could simply rely on someone to bring me through it all.
But it will never happen again,
For I'm quite certain,
Love is never gonna be the same again without you.
I hated the fact that I turn into a devil, without you by my side.
We always thought we knew each other inside out, but do you really know?
Because you'd never know the hurt that you've inflicted on me
When you simply decide to leave me alone like this.
P.S I Hate You.
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Missy Melsy
❤ to daydream about the impossible ❤ being family oriented ❤ the carefree lifestyle ❤ Singapore for being a small little island ❤ protecting those I love and be loved by them ❤ to learn, learn to ❤
I'm in love with this song! ;D It has been on repeat mode since 9am this morning. The cute MV is kinda sad but yet I'm sort of amazed. Gotta admit JongHyun and Hongki looks cute here. PLUS, i tink I'm totally weird, but I kinda like the guy in specs and retro hairstyle too xD He's cute! Yet to find out the lyrics but well, shall do so later! Meeting Babe! *runs*
As the above title suggest, I'm becoming angsty (more than I already was) due to the endless calls that ring at 9am sharp on the dot onwards. It's super frustrating having to speak to those type of uncles and aunties whom think that they own the whole world just because they are well, OLD. Seriously, I don't lack respect for elderly, just that when they really get on my nerves, it is really really frustrating.
Thus, I need to learn how to control my anger. For the sake of lesser wrinkles when I grow older day by day as well as for the sake of doing a better job. Seriously -.- Nonetheless, today was good so far, busy to the max and I've come to realise that after changing to my new job, I have been super busy, 9am start work, and just blink** it's 12pm and lunch time. Though we often drag the lunch time. Had lunch at 12.45pm today instead and I have to applaud my team for the ability to really D.R.A.G. Conversation for my team when we are heading to somewhere like 1) meeting; 2) lunch.
Example.
Val: I'm hungry.. Are we gonna have lunch soon? T_T *gives the ultra sad face*
Linda: Eh kia ley, dun drag liao. Lunch!
Darren: Okay okay, *stands up but continue to type* where you all wanna go for lunch?
-Silence- and Darren proceeds to sit down cause everyone else is still not up from seats yet.
Linda: Eh kia liao la! Wah lau, you all wanna go lunch or not!
All: Okay okay, gogo *proceeds to take wallet and tissue or whatsoever.*
So after the above conversation, 15mins passed,lunch time dragged~~
Same goes for meeting. LOL Im AWED at my team's ability to TU SI GAN (Drag time in hokkien!) LOL! Bad habit! *tsk tsk*
Anyway, chatting with Gwen & Pris while on the way to work, heard about what's going on in the office now. Well, times are different now. Can't do much about it too.. hopefully Gwen will be strong enough to pass through this tough time. Change is never easy, it's important to cope with the changes.
Well well, before work ended,CY wasn't in a good mood cause of what happened earlier. Hmm.. sometimes things are just now easy being at where you are. *sighs* Too bad everyone just gotta grow up.
Random but nice song..by 2am,ballad is still one of my favourites ;)
The entire March is killing me. So many birthdays, so many appointments. Though I am glad all these made me busy and forget what I felt upset about.
The only way to make the sorrows disappear is to bring in happiness. Find joy in the things that make you happy and learning to appreciate things that happened and not what that failed.
Anyway, this is a SUPER busy month cause of the MANY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS. freaking serious. I can proudly say majority of my friends has birthday in March. seriously.
But to this very special friend of mine, someone who walked with me through every single up and down, be it relationship, family, friends, anything and everything, she is definitely someone I am grateful to have appeared in my life for the past 12 years.
THANK YOU CHERLENE YEO!!
I'm very very grateful that she has appeared in my life. To someone who has no siblings, she is a really good friend. To be with me, stand by me, through all the decisions I've made, guided me through those decisions I couldn't make, She made me see things the way I didn't managed to. Honestly, apart from my family, she's the next closest person I felt I could rely on for the past 12 years. Else I would still be a lost sheep or perhaps struck with Autism. LOL. I hope she feels I've done de same for her too. & if I hadn't done enough, I wish I would do even better to be a really good friend.
Thank you babe! <3
With all things said, I shall post more in the next blog posts of de celebrationsss~~ *i hope* :x
Thank you for hurting me like you did, cause it made me realise what's more important than having you around.
Facing up to reality, you are no longer mine. Perhaps you were never mine to begin with.
Whatever started 7 years ago should have ended the day you let me go. I don't think I can be strong enough to be your best friend, to stand by you, watching you smile with someone else in your arms. Thanks, but no thanks. I was never generous to begin with cause I ain't no angel. and right now, I wish I was simply a devil. To think I could still congratualate you on the ROM. What a joke. To think I thought all along you belong with me. Joke.
Thank god for playing this little prank on me. It simply made me realise that you wasn't there to catch me when I fall. We once thought we understood each other perfectly, I've always thought so too. But only till now, do I realise, you never did. You never had been able to understand what I thought, what I wanted and what you could do. Perhaps, I don't know too. We just weren't meant for each other.
Letting go means I'll miss your hand. I'll realise it's not mine to hold, and I will never hold it again.. You shall be a scar in my heart, nothing more. Memories are meant to be kept precious. But for yours, I chose to let go. I hope you love her well.
Shall dedicate today's post to dear 宝宝Gladys! Though she wouldn't see it, but some years down the road when I look back, I'd definitely miss these times when we have the chance and freedom to be free and go out as and when we want to! :)
Looking beyond those imperfections ♥
Work was alright today, busy but manageable. Went for site visit after lunch at the infamous prawn noodle store along Macpherson. I was SO CLOSE to home that I really wanna go home and SLEEP ): But oh well, face it, job is where you make the money to sleep happily at home -sighs- Not too bad a day overall.
"Cause girl you are amazing, just the way you are."
The most comforting song that stop tears every single time now that there's no one else who could make me feel better.
Hectic weekend makes it seemed like I didn't have any off days last week. Kinda sucky but gotta admit, it was fun gathering. With the G.G and seeing the people whom I would see everyday in the past. Jolene is gorgeous in her wedding gown! But then again, which girl isn't? Angus' face was as red as a cooked lobster by the end of the dinner! Poor Jolene! Haha! Hope they would stay blissful and sweet for the rest of their life.
Picnic on Saturday was great! though I wouldn't exactly love the ultimate hot weather, it is better than raining the entire time we're there! So what more could we ask for? ;) Margaret brought her DSLR over so most of the peektures are still pending for her turtle upload speed :p Nonetheless, I believe we all enjoyed the G.G moments, adding another chapter to our life :) and nothing could ever describe how fortunate I feel to have them with me.
I might not have you beside me now, but there are so many more things that I have come to appreciate apart from you.
"You're the only one I see", that's a lie. Cause I can see everyone else around me too, but I chose to look only at you. Now that you're gone, I've learn to look at every other thing around me and appreciate the beauty of life, in another aspect. :) I ought to be happy.. I ought to be.
Gotten so used to it,
It just became a habit.
Being hurt, being strong, being independent,
Sometimes I just wish that I could simply rely on someone to bring me through it all.
But it will never happen again,
For I'm quite certain,
Love is never gonna be the same again without you.
I hated the fact that I turn into a devil, without you by my side.
We always thought we knew each other inside out, but do you really know?
Because you'd never know the hurt that you've inflicted on me
When you simply decide to leave me alone like this.
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