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 Kinda amazing i guess, though besides human, most other living things don't usually shed tears. But then again, what about dogs? Well, that's a thought ;) P/S i pray for a miracle. Whereby I wake up tomorrow and I'm perfectly fine again! *prays hard* The yearly routine was to head over to grandma's place in the afternoon (or late afternoon) for our kind of reunion dinner. This year was slightly different from the past, no steamboat but with Lo-Hei and bee hoon as well as grandma's 拿手好菜， Curry chicken as well as the vegetarian Lo-Hei!! :D  & this time, we let the gems of the house do the Lo-Hei! Dearest grandma and the cute kids!   I've gotta say, the kids nowadays uh.. i hope below peektures explains all ._.    With the angbaos collected, day 1 of CNY concluded with much laughter and realisations that I have grown old ._. -sighs- as they grow up, I grow old D: But well oh well, gotta go through that eventually ٩(×̯×)۶ Day 2 of CNY Planned to head over to Joan's place for a small girl's gathering! Expected it to be filled with laughter, fun and enjoyment and it turned out to be expected! [◠◡◠] I was super early to reach Joan's place cause she is the only one at home as her entire family went to Hokkaido for holiday! *ENVIES*! but well, she stayed back at home alone, so I decided to go earlier to keep her company and prepare for the stuff before the rest are done 拜年-ing with their own family! watched the movie, Love Happens before they reach and it was super sweet! sad at times, but sweet ending ٩(̃-̮̮̃-)۶ Soon after, Pris arrived in her retro look(LOL!) and the rest arrive soon after we played a few rounds of healthy Mahjong!! I won most rounds heh :Þ but no money involved =✖ Then we had the JENGA game! It was a special edition named, Jenga, Girls' Talk which looks like this!  我愛你沒有保留 我愛你就到最後 有些人值得等候 有些悲傷值得忍受 我愛你不是衝動 生命盡頭反正一場空 只要你記得 我們那麼愛過  I need a new distraction. This is frustrating. Argh.  Labels: imy Went for FT Island autograph session with Jas ❤! been so long since I last met her! and she promised she would bring her muffin dear to meet up next time she's available! hees. can't wait! her muffin dearest is the cutest! :p   Then soon after, we decided on dinner where Eve dearest actually recommended! Korean BBQ! After watching some korean guys! LOL!  Thereafter, some peektures taken while we were trying to let our stomach rest a lil bit.. just a lil bit :p   Labels: FT Island Awwwww! Ain't she a sweetie! Super duper cute! and I just feel like pinching her cheeks! Though she looks "mabo" (drunk), she's so cute!! HAHA! Labels: Cute baby Since young, being the single child, I stayed at home at night alone. I don't seem to be afraid of the dark or being alone, though the thought of leaving me at home alone kinda scares my mum but well, when you've gotta feed the family, you don't really have a choice. So practically, independence first came about when I'm primary 2. Having said that though, the very first time I really felt alone, independent was in Primary 6 where all my best friends were allocated to the same class and yet I am the only one left dangling in the next class. That would mean, recess time alone, or with people I didn't really like. I vividly remember there was this one time, one lesson that changed my entire perspective. Classmate A writes on a note: "Heyyy later when we're going recess, don't call Amelia okay! I don't like her." afterwhich the paper was crushed and pass on to other classmates. Classmates B passes on the note which eventually leaves the ball of paper below my desk. So out of curiosity I opened it up and saw the message. Well, being only 12 years old, I felt hurt. Definitely. All that could possibly go through my mind was "Did I do something wrongly?" and "Why do they dislike me?". But being the already stubborn girl I was, I looked at them when they realised that I saw the note too. I kept mum and requested to go to the toilet. It was there and then, I was in tears. Sobbing uncontrollably. The hurt has been done. Despite that feeling, I made sure I was done crying and I went back to class absolutely normal. But ever since then, I refused to speak to that clique of 7 comprising of both girls and boys. They were out of my league eversince. Even till I entered Secondary school, I made sure that I chose something further, different and AWAY from them. Since they didn't like my presence in the first place, I don't see any reason I should speak to them anyway. Though one eventually came and told me that it was supposed to be a joke and they seriously did not feel that way about me, I took none of it. If it was a joke, it was way more than I could take. Ever since then, I learned independence the hard way. Being a single child, I had no siblings to confide in. Daddy and mummy was way too busy to be bothered by this, and I have no intentions of letting them know about this as well. It was a well-kept secret till now. Nonetheless, I need to thank them. Because of what they did, I learned to be strong. I learned to be independent and not relying on others. So what if I am alone. I can do things the way I wanted to without having to accomodate to others and not considering what I actually wanted (that was me in the past). I became braver and it's all thanks to this particular lesson. Sometimes learning things the hard way is more effective than anything else. And I never regret having to go through this cause it's a situation definitely out of my control. Just like now, my decision to leave the company, despite all my loving colleagues, is a standalone decision. Except that this time round, it's not because of the people, it is because of the job, something that I couldn't change so long as I am here. I like to control my own fate and that's me. I feel appreciated even though my own direct superior does not think highly of me, other managers or directors do. They made me feel appreciated and I really wanted to show my appreciation to all of them as well.  And yes, I believe in you. :)  Labels: Strong Well, gotta admit, in the realistic world, there are really a hell lot of issues that sometimes you don't know where to start handling the issue, at times, you have no idea on what to do at all and also, even if you have an idea, you'd be stumped for one reason or another - 有口难言. *sighs* But that's what life's all about, isn't that so? It's about problems and solving problems and adapting and living despite all those nonsense you see everyday. Oh the new girl to replace me and what I've been doing for the past 1 and a half year is probably here. Hmm thinking about the future, whether it was right for me to take this step forward. Sometimes it hurts to see that you're replaced by someone else, be it school, personal life, work. But if you were never replaced, you'd be stucked at the same place all over again, would that be what you really wanted? Well, think again.  Go Amelia!(^.^)! Labels: Jiayous 在恋爱中爱错人是常常发生的！ 今天就进入你的潜意识来测验一下恋爱中的你有多容易浪费时间在错的人身上。 题目： 在一个无聊的家庭中，下列三个成员你会选择当哪一个？ 1） 爬上爬下的工头爸爸 2） 睁眼睛说瞎话的销售员妈妈 3） 上课只会发呆的小孩。 Having difficulties to choose the one that you would be? Well highlight below for the answers! 1) 选 [爬上爬下]的朋友恋爱中尼很容易浪费时间在错的人身上。好强的你天性越挫越勇，就算遇到不对的人，反而会激起你的斗志想要用爱改变他。这类型的人很容易陷入爱情的迷惘中，当他爱上一个人是会觉得对方应该永远是自己的白马王子或白雪公主，因此他不敢相信人在交往之原形毕露或者是做让自己伤心的事情，虽然心中非常痛苦，还是不忍心说出分手的话。 2） 选 [睁眼说瞎话的销售员妈妈]的朋友，恋爱中你[超级容易]浪费时间在错的人身上。天真的你有戏剧化的个性，认为有波折的爱情才是真爱，根本不认为自己爱错人。这类型的人很笨，在恋爱中会自己催眠自己， 认为爱情一定要有很多波折才是真爱。 3） 选 [上课只会发呆的小孩]的朋友恋爱中你[完全不会]浪费时间在错的人身上。天生聪明脑袋又清楚的你只需要发现情况不对就会抽身闪人，绝对不会浪费时间。这类型的人在感情上很多事情已经受够了，所以遇到错的人就会赶快抽身，因为他很清楚错的人还是会继续错下去，不用再勉强下去。 Typed till I'm a lil blur but I find it frigging true! Especially "这类型的人在感情上很多事情已经受够了，所以遇到错的人就会赶快抽身，因为他很清楚错的人还是会继续错下去，不用再勉强下去。" So yep, no.3 is my choice. What's yours? (: Labels: Psychology test "You're the only one I see", that's a lie. 'Cause I've seen a lot of people around me, but my eyes would only search for you unknowingly. Now, that's sweet. Shall share again if I happen to see any nice quotes :3 When would I be able to search for someone unknowingly again?  To this!  End Product!  P.S: I'm still waiting for Tata to wake up so he can teach me my Bahasa Melayu! P.P.S: I still don't have the link to Extravagant Challenge that Owner said to give me! Rawr! Love the weekends! More to come ^.^!  Anyways Saturdays and Sundays are ❤! (BIG FAT ❤) Week days end faster please !ᵔ.ᵔ packed up my room, found alot of memories, threw away some memories, but there's still some stuff which I can't bear to throw. A birthday card for last year's birthday, polaroid memories.. Woke up today, dreamt about someone whom I haven't met for a long long time. Used to be best friends for so long, and what happened made me never to believe love between best friends anymore. "Lucky I'm in love with my best friend" is just not for me. Oh and I found out, this year's xmas gifts. Either my hands are like really rough or I have hands like a centipede, I currently have 5 small and 1 large hand cream, crabtree and evelyn, body shop whichever. ~.~|| dumbfounded. I seriously wonder when would I be able to finish using that amount of creams.  Anyway, while I was cleaning up my room, my dear Hammie was sleeping so blissfully that I couldn't resist taking his peektures (>,<)  Hoho! even Zebra says I can compile my story into a book xD I shall create more stories in office when I'm bored next time xD maybe this time I can take peektures of Hammie *evil thoughts* :p Labels: Cleaning day  I heard the sound of my phone ringing! *Brringg Brrrrrrringgg*! My drumstick!! My donut! D: Flew away -sighs- *grumbles grumbles*  *mumbles* and i heard Kitty's voice o.o "Hilly, *sobs sobs* are we best friends?", "Silly Kitty, of course we are! We've been friends since like FOREVER!"  *mumble mumble* "uhs Kitty, did you call me at 3am to ask me this?" "mm.. mm.. yaaa. Cause I had a nightmare *starts sobbing again*. I dreamt that you told me that you no longer want me in your life cause cause I snatched a fish from you this morning *sobs*"   "No Kitty, I am perfectly fine with you having that stink but i'm not alright with you waking me up at 3am just to ask me this!!! Rawrrs!and I am going back to sleep now! Bye!"  Well well, I must have been really bored at work. Nonetheless, it's kinda funny when you put cute peektures of these lil beings together to form a story :3 Labels: Story  It's a nice show afterall though I wouldn't give it like a Super duper high rating but still it was worth the watch especially if you have some extra time to spare! The male lead is kinda cute Alright! Friday is hereeeee! ❤ Had fun with the girls on new year's eve though the long awaited fireworks didn't happen as it should. Peektures peektures! - Alright we took more photos of ourselves rather than the environment cause MALAYSIA is MALAYSIA larhs. no matter how you take it'd still look like that ._. no pretty sakura flowers, no snow flakes. So yea ~ We'd rather take ourselves :3 Here goes! Photo BOMB!     Day 2 went back to KSL again ._. cause they wanted to do their hair so well, we made an appointment together! and gotten my bangs back! LOL! Think my colleagues and friends who see me every single day got bored of my transition from bangs to fringe and back to bangs again. So yeah, ._.  Anywayyys, I'm BACK from JB! it was kinda fun hanging out with the girls! well actually just Cherlene, Steph and I cause the other 3 was practically stoning away, so ya. Hmms, we did the stuff girls usually do, shopping, munching, nails, hair, yah whatever could be done! We were hoping for some fireworks but it was the Sultan's death anniversary, so ya, it didn't happen eitherway. But we still had fun! ^.^ Pictures up laterrrrr, gotta get back to work ): Labels: New year 
 |  Zomg, starting on the new job tomorrow lerh. howww *sighs* I'm worried. I don't exactly feel excited leyyys. I dk what to feel. Rather, helpless. @_@ I miss Adecco ): hoho Happy Chinese New Year!The yearly routine was to head over to grandma's place in the afternoon (or late afternoon) for our kind of reunion dinner. This year was slightly different from the past, no steamboat but with Lo-Hei and bee hoon as well as grandma's 拿手好菜， Curry chicken as well as the vegetarian Lo-Hei!! :D & this time, we let the gems of the house do the Lo-Hei! Dearest grandma and the cute kids! I've gotta say, the kids nowadays uh.. i hope below peektures explains all ._. With the angbaos collected, day 1 of CNY concluded with much laughter and realisations that I have grown old ._. -sighs- as they grow up, I grow old D: But well oh well, gotta go through that eventually ٩(×̯×)۶ Day 2 of CNY Planned to head over to Joan's place for a small girl's gathering! Expected it to be filled with laughter, fun and enjoyment and it turned out to be expected! [◠◡◠] I was super early to reach Joan's place cause she is the only one at home as her entire family went to Hokkaido for holiday! *ENVIES*! but well, she stayed back at home alone, so I decided to go earlier to keep her company and prepare for the stuff before the rest are done 拜年-ing with their own family! watched the movie, Love Happens before they reach and it was super sweet! sad at times, but sweet ending ٩(̃-̮̮̃-)۶ Soon after, Pris arrived in her retro look(LOL!) and the rest arrive soon after we played a few rounds of healthy Mahjong!! I won most rounds heh :Þ but no money involved =✖ Then we had the JENGA game! It was a special edition named, Jenga, Girls' Talk which looks like this! Emotional Breakdown.我愛你沒有保留 我愛你就到最後 有些人值得等候 有些悲傷值得忍受 我愛你不是衝動 生命盡頭反正一場空 只要你記得 我們那麼愛過 I hate having emotionsI need a new distraction. What's wrong ._.This is frustrating. Argh. MissesLabels: imy Gawd!Went for FT Island autograph session with Jas ❤! been so long since I last met her! and she promised she would bring her muffin dear to meet up next time she's available! hees. can't wait! her muffin dearest is the cutest! :p Then soon after, we decided on dinner where Eve dearest actually recommended! Korean BBQ! After watching some korean guys! LOL! Thereafter, some peektures taken while we were trying to let our stomach rest a lil bit.. just a lil bit :p Labels: FT Island Baby!!Awwwww! Ain't she a sweetie! Super duper cute! and I just feel like pinching her cheeks! Though she looks "mabo" (drunk), she's so cute!! HAHA! Labels: Cute baby Appreciated ✌Since young, being the single child, I stayed at home at night alone. I don't seem to be afraid of the dark or being alone, though the thought of leaving me at home alone kinda scares my mum but well, when you've gotta feed the family, you don't really have a choice. So practically, independence first came about when I'm primary 2. Having said that though, the very first time I really felt alone, independent was in Primary 6 where all my best friends were allocated to the same class and yet I am the only one left dangling in the next class. That would mean, recess time alone, or with people I didn't really like. I vividly remember there was this one time, one lesson that changed my entire perspective. Classmate A writes on a note: "Heyyy later when we're going recess, don't call Amelia okay! I don't like her." afterwhich the paper was crushed and pass on to other classmates. Classmates B passes on the note which eventually leaves the ball of paper below my desk. So out of curiosity I opened it up and saw the message. Well, being only 12 years old, I felt hurt. Definitely. All that could possibly go through my mind was "Did I do something wrongly?" and "Why do they dislike me?". But being the already stubborn girl I was, I looked at them when they realised that I saw the note too. I kept mum and requested to go to the toilet. It was there and then, I was in tears. Sobbing uncontrollably. The hurt has been done. Despite that feeling, I made sure I was done crying and I went back to class absolutely normal. But ever since then, I refused to speak to that clique of 7 comprising of both girls and boys. They were out of my league eversince. Even till I entered Secondary school, I made sure that I chose something further, different and AWAY from them. Since they didn't like my presence in the first place, I don't see any reason I should speak to them anyway. Though one eventually came and told me that it was supposed to be a joke and they seriously did not feel that way about me, I took none of it. If it was a joke, it was way more than I could take. Ever since then, I learned independence the hard way. Being a single child, I had no siblings to confide in. Daddy and mummy was way too busy to be bothered by this, and I have no intentions of letting them know about this as well. It was a well-kept secret till now. Nonetheless, I need to thank them. Because of what they did, I learned to be strong. I learned to be independent and not relying on others. So what if I am alone. I can do things the way I wanted to without having to accomodate to others and not considering what I actually wanted (that was me in the past). I became braver and it's all thanks to this particular lesson. Sometimes learning things the hard way is more effective than anything else. And I never regret having to go through this cause it's a situation definitely out of my control. Just like now, my decision to leave the company, despite all my loving colleagues, is a standalone decision. Except that this time round, it's not because of the people, it is because of the job, something that I couldn't change so long as I am here. I like to control my own fate and that's me. I feel appreciated even though my own direct superior does not think highly of me, other managers or directors do. They made me feel appreciated and I really wanted to show my appreciation to all of them as well. And yes, I believe in you. :) Labels: Strong Daebak!!有口难言。。。Well, gotta admit, in the realistic world, there are really a hell lot of issues that sometimes you don't know where to start handling the issue, at times, you have no idea on what to do at all and also, even if you have an idea, you'd be stumped for one reason or another - 有口难言. *sighs* But that's what life's all about, isn't that so? It's about problems and solving problems and adapting and living despite all those nonsense you see everyday. Oh the new girl to replace me and what I've been doing for the past 1 and a half year is probably here. Hmm thinking about the future, whether it was right for me to take this step forward. Sometimes it hurts to see that you're replaced by someone else, be it school, personal life, work. But if you were never replaced, you'd be stucked at the same place all over again, would that be what you really wanted? Well, think again. Determination.Go Amelia!(^.^)! Labels: Jiayous 超准心理测验 - Adapted from Iphone App在恋爱中爱错人是常常发生的！ 今天就进入你的潜意识来测验一下恋爱中的你有多容易浪费时间在错的人身上。 题目： 在一个无聊的家庭中，下列三个成员你会选择当哪一个？ 1） 爬上爬下的工头爸爸 2） 睁眼睛说瞎话的销售员妈妈 3） 上课只会发呆的小孩。 Having difficulties to choose the one that you would be? Well highlight below for the answers! 1) 选 [爬上爬下]的朋友恋爱中尼很容易浪费时间在错的人身上。好强的你天性越挫越勇，就算遇到不对的人，反而会激起你的斗志想要用爱改变他。这类型的人很容易陷入爱情的迷惘中，当他爱上一个人是会觉得对方应该永远是自己的白马王子或白雪公主，因此他不敢相信人在交往之原形毕露或者是做让自己伤心的事情，虽然心中非常痛苦，还是不忍心说出分手的话。 2） 选 [睁眼说瞎话的销售员妈妈]的朋友，恋爱中你[超级容易]浪费时间在错的人身上。天真的你有戏剧化的个性，认为有波折的爱情才是真爱，根本不认为自己爱错人。这类型的人很笨，在恋爱中会自己催眠自己， 认为爱情一定要有很多波折才是真爱。 3） 选 [上课只会发呆的小孩]的朋友恋爱中你[完全不会]浪费时间在错的人身上。天生聪明脑袋又清楚的你只需要发现情况不对就会抽身闪人，绝对不会浪费时间。这类型的人在感情上很多事情已经受够了，所以遇到错的人就会赶快抽身，因为他很清楚错的人还是会继续错下去，不用再勉强下去。 Typed till I'm a lil blur but I find it frigging true! Especially "这类型的人在感情上很多事情已经受够了，所以遇到错的人就会赶快抽身，因为他很清楚错的人还是会继续错下去，不用再勉强下去。" So yep, no.3 is my choice. What's yours? (: Labels: Psychology test Truth Is."You're the only one I see", that's a lie. 'Cause I've seen a lot of people around me, but my eyes would only search for you unknowingly. Now, that's sweet. Shall share again if I happen to see any nice quotes :3 When would I be able to search for someone unknowingly again? Bright & Shine! Start of a New Week! ❤To this! End Product! P.S: I'm still waiting for Tata to wake up so he can teach me my Bahasa Melayu! P.P.S: I still don't have the link to Extravagant Challenge that Owner said to give me! Rawr! Love the weekends! More to come ^.^! Music in my ears! ♪Anyways Saturdays and Sundays are ❤! (BIG FAT ❤) Week days end faster please !ᵔ.ᵔ 大扫除！！packed up my room, found alot of memories, threw away some memories, but there's still some stuff which I can't bear to throw. A birthday card for last year's birthday, polaroid memories.. Woke up today, dreamt about someone whom I haven't met for a long long time. Used to be best friends for so long, and what happened made me never to believe love between best friends anymore. "Lucky I'm in love with my best friend" is just not for me. Oh and I found out, this year's xmas gifts. Either my hands are like really rough or I have hands like a centipede, I currently have 5 small and 1 large hand cream, crabtree and evelyn, body shop whichever. ~.~|| dumbfounded. I seriously wonder when would I be able to finish using that amount of creams. Anyway, while I was cleaning up my room, my dear Hammie was sleeping so blissfully that I couldn't resist taking his peektures (>,<) Hoho! even Zebra says I can compile my story into a book xD I shall create more stories in office when I'm bored next time xD maybe this time I can take peektures of Hammie *evil thoughts* :p Labels: Cleaning day ♕ The Story ♕I heard the sound of my phone ringing! *Brringg Brrrrrrringgg*! My drumstick!! My donut! D: Flew away -sighs- *grumbles grumbles* *mumbles* and i heard Kitty's voice o.o "Hilly, *sobs sobs* are we best friends?", "Silly Kitty, of course we are! We've been friends since like FOREVER!" *mumble mumble* "uhs Kitty, did you call me at 3am to ask me this?" "mm.. mm.. yaaa. Cause I had a nightmare *starts sobbing again*. I dreamt that you told me that you no longer want me in your life cause cause I snatched a fish from you this morning *sobs*" "No Kitty, I am perfectly fine with you having that stink but i'm not alright with you waking me up at 3am just to ask me this!!! Rawrrs!and I am going back to sleep now! Bye!" Well well, I must have been really bored at work. Nonetheless, it's kinda funny when you put cute peektures of these lil beings together to form a story :3 Labels: Story ❤ Flower Boy Ramyun Shop ❤It's a nice show afterall though I wouldn't give it like a Super duper high rating but still it was worth the watch especially if you have some extra time to spare! The male lead is kinda cute Alright! Friday is hereeeee! ❤ ஜ Don't waste your life trying to impress others.Do what you love, love what you do ஜHad fun with the girls on new year's eve though the long awaited fireworks didn't happen as it should. Peektures peektures! - Alright we took more photos of ourselves rather than the environment cause MALAYSIA is MALAYSIA larhs. no matter how you take it'd still look like that ._. no pretty sakura flowers, no snow flakes. So yea ~ We'd rather take ourselves :3 Here goes! Photo BOMB! Day 2 went back to KSL again ._. cause they wanted to do their hair so well, we made an appointment together! and gotten my bangs back! LOL! Think my colleagues and friends who see me every single day got bored of my transition from bangs to fringe and back to bangs again. So yeah, ._. New Year , New Hopes ♥, New People! 웃Anywayyys, I'm BACK from JB! it was kinda fun hanging out with the girls! well actually just Cherlene, Steph and I cause the other 3 was practically stoning away, so ya. Hmms, we did the stuff girls usually do, shopping, munching, nails, hair, yah whatever could be done! We were hoping for some fireworks but it was the Sultan's death anniversary, so ya, it didn't happen eitherway. But we still had fun! ^.^ Pictures up laterrrrr, gotta get back to work ): Labels: New year
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